Painting One's Emotions

Have you ever painted something straight from the heart and soul based on what you were feeling at a given moment?  This was done starting with the figure first reflecting how I was feeling at the time.  No plan mapped out with this.....just painted raw emotion and the composition came together on its own.  Everything about this represents something.......right down to the back ground images one can make out from shapes (at least to my own eyes) to the mangled looking fingers on the hands.